wtf..throat pain

i have been sicked for 3 days..untill now..
wtf...who can save me..my sound is like...
an old woman..lol...yesterday i have to perform..
but..i dint did it..i gv up...cuz my throat is freaking pain..
even speak also got problems..then i juz be a crew for the prom..
erm...quite not fun lo...lol..and my leg so damnly pain..
and yea..these why i hate to wears heals .i used plaster..
to hold on my pain..have to helped the organizer..
no idea..kept ran here ran there...
after that..the ball started..few activities is going on too..
i juz noe jackie won for the best dress prize..and joey too..
then the guy ask them to dance..
then i juz happy for jackie la.lol
after that..i back shop..jackie back parade..then he changed dress..
and headed up to my shop..lol...so happy saw him again..
sei sor zai my mom said treat him eat...
but when he back he throw me rm10...=.=




actualy i feel so hard..lol...my heart felt damn sour..

i used to told myself not to thnk too much..
especialy some one post the pic in the fb
but can not..although is juz a activity for fun...but fine..=)
dun noe why..i saw that pic i cr***
fucker dun try to beat me down..fugly

thx u la

yesterday im moody..he knew me cry...
he call me..chat with me..accompany me...
and yet...tum me...cheer me up...but i sudenly close his phone..
sorry..lol...dun wan disturb u only la..myself problem...
but anyway..thxx for caring me..^^
u always cheer me when im moody and down...
u are such a best good fren to me...hees...
i realy dun noe wanna how to requite u luu...
hope u happy always and have a nice day..

u tried?

i feel that he tried to stay far away from me..sigh...
u saw me u dun tok with me...
u saw me u dun feel happy
u saw me u dun text me
u saw me u dint even look at me...
and yet...always dun wana find me..
u got to go u dint told me anything..
u rather accompany ur fren ..
dun noe what u thinking..i asked u..
u say cuz waiting me to text u...
but i say i dun wan..i wan u changed..
u promised me...but u broke the promise..
u say u will change ur atitude..i dint feel so..
u broke it again...im waiting for u the whole day la please..
tired...sincerely...u realy do hate me or what??
my destiny so bad...i doesn feel that u care on me...
did you?? but u said u did..and u say i dint care on u..
im totaly tired...what u thinking !! god!!! what he thinking!!

somedays____________

same as usual..woke up and then work..life is so hard..sleep, eat , work, if re-open school then go school..=( more worst..so bored la human being...around 6p.m something..my mummy bring me along go boutique that near our shop in greentown..she bought lots of dress and me juz 1 grey jacket and a dress for the coming soon prom night.=D happy...hope for the day coming...is 10th december..sure got lots of pretties and leng zai ..lol....aww...awesome...back shop..then online..nothing else i can do..sure facebook..then msn..oh gosh..for sure i chat with him too...he wrote"try not to think of it" in his PM..i asked him..what u thinking of?..sure got something..he say nothing...i know he sure will say so..cuz is been many times he told me like this .then i juz fine..and say ok to him..then i whisper myself..not nothing !! is everything..!!life wasnt that good for me..every day got lots off things happend..or else trouble around me increases..unhappy..family problems..Life is just a chance to grow a soul.And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years..i miss u not ur fault..is me beeing defeated to love you~ some days...u wil realize it..im the obstructer _____♥

=)

LESS UPDATE MY BLOG...STARTED WORK AGAIN...

NEED MONEY...EARN MONEY IS IMPORTANT..LOL

MISS HIM..MISS MY FRIENDS..MISS MY JIMUSI AND MY BROTHERS.

THXX ALL THE GUYS WHO HELP ME WHEN I NEED THEM..

EXPECIALY ANDREW..THX...=)

nelson bufday =)

woke up...followed sofea's car

go jusco..meet nelson...then folow by kelvin,alfred and naigel..

haha...sook wei saw alfred then faster hidden..and her heart-beat is like

bob bob bob!!!! lol...both of them so shameful...aww...hows funny =)

then after ate..we go join nelson's room..in jusco kbox...

he is the bufday boy..he play with issac and kent them till very high..lol

ish...then finish...we go watch movie..after all gone me and jackie

go black canyon ate sumthng..taste bad..lol

after that..my parents came jj too..then i join them after tat back..

anyway..happy birthday to him..

NELSON CHEAH U WAI

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