一些心情

好多实情都在一眨眼变了
变了好多好多，好不真实的感觉
但是，还是要一样地生活下去
他娘的，在学校烦闷的日子总算过去了
可能是因为假期的来临吧。
心情也好起来了。呵呵
觉得自己好好笑，没时间到现在才写我的部落格。
搞到朋友都问我开来做么啦，都没有写。
伤心，呜呜呜，哈哈
昨天是万圣节呢，好开心。有朋友的陪伴。
喜欢这种日子。疯疯癫癫的。烦恼都抛到一旁。


傻婆和我～shu xin <3

我只希望。接下来会过得好好的。

everything will be ok

ya...forget about blog long time ago...

but felt sad..lonely..and sigh..
so that i rmb about u already *blog*
life so bad...i really hope that i will get alive with
i stay in the stupid useless school...why should
friends betray! what for ...god..please tell me..
why not one big family stay in class...chat happily
yet study happily together...why must u be spy..
would u happy after being that.? oh my godness..!
i enough suffer..don't u know! please girl! i'm not u
life so free ...i have to catch up my study...im not clever
im juz normal...exam coming..i got volley ball training..!
hello..i got dance some more...u though all of this was so easy?
then u change a character to me then.... see how u feel..
next things...freaking sad...friends* leaved me....sigh
we played together laught together...everything was doing together...
especially u...spent a little time with u ..
then u told me that u have to leave me
go taiwan 4 study....heart break
but nvm..i still believe...everything will be ok

i mis u guys ♥

这是我的心声

还是原来那个我
不过撂掉几公升泪所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺
迟早我会换这张脸应对笑容
不算什么 爱错就爱错
早点认错 早一点解脱
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到
受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到
忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的
借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉
第二段：还是原来那个你
是我自己做梦你又改变什么
再多的爱也没用
每个人有每个人的业障因果
会有什么 什么都没有
早点看破 才看的见以后
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到
受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到
忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的
我总会把你戒掉

every time write something on my blog for sure
something happened only feel to write something =.=
aizzz...i don't know why..just feel like very very
ANNOYING this freaking few days...
everything that happened to me is serious hard to
settle...FML...ish.....
money money..i need money.
and then i could buy whatever i want...weee =)
now...dance is my life~ gambateh for my future
don't ever try to disturb me...

3-11-2010 ♥

yeah...i'm photo shooting once again ..hees
the venue is ipoh's railway station...
and it was like very tired that day...
but then everything is still going ok.
started my dance lifes ..
serious its fun and full of joy...
the others way to release my everything
my sadness and madness =)


I DON'T WANNA SAD

SEE! IM HAPPY RIGHT NOW =D

and ya..trying to pass my freaking bored holiday....
so...support for myself right now...go zhiying XD

开心开心=）

哈哈，朋友们都在考试噢，我在家睡觉，哈哈，第一次那么幸福 XD
爽呆了，但是，还是我还是会支持你们的啦，不要不爽我拉朋友，
伟大吧=) 在家无所事事，玩电脑又不是，看书，没有可能咯，
我现在期待去 D ONE 学舞噢，然后想出去工作的，妈咪不给噢 =(
叫我帮他做更好噢~渣到。哎哟，=（
我真的好想每天都更新我的部落格啊~没时间加上妈咪不给上网，
周末才可以噢，不爽咯。期待着，hairpoint 的 hairshow,
这几天到哪里给他门练习都跟他们有说有笑，开心死了，哈哈，
蛮满意我的发行啦，那个臭 galvin 弄的。
还特地为那个show买了一套晚装，
又是自己出钱，呜呜呜呜，T.T
那个傻婆讲要来我家过夜然后一起去噢当天，
都不知道是不是真的，是就最好啊，有人陪我了，哈哈。
我都不想回学校了，呆在家里都变懒惰了，
回去又要练排球，练到要生要死，
不想咯！才变白回一点点，哎~要这样咩？那个臭GOKU 也是的，
每天都要我们有纪律，做人真得很难呀，还要看这样能不能那样能不能，
算了啦，不用紧啦，是这样的咯，不然可以怎样，=(
ken和 nikkie 叫我去KL 咯，爽死了，哈哈，
大家说一定要玩到疯疯癫癫，
不错不错，哈哈，很久没有和朋友一起去旅行了，=)
哇，写华语很慢哦，下次再考虑才用华语写，哈哈。

no title again...juz to release my every thing here

haiz....is like i've been hurts many ppl...
sory guys....espcialy the few ppl....
i noe u wan show to me tat u are gud...
u treat me gud...but im not love u at all
u, u and u....realy treat me as good as well...
but is not that problems....is we realy cant be with
i think so..but i dun noe arent u guys think so too...
u said ur destiny was so bad...cant realy be with girl..
when u are realy in love with a girl...then i hope u listen to me
find a better want...i aint a good and perfect girl...
i noe i serious hurt u dis time...u smoke unstop and spoke nothing..
everyting i did saw it...and another of u...u buy lots of thing to me...
but i dun wan this...is like not u treaten me gud then i will be with u
mayb u juz to hope can treat me nicely then u happy..
but u are too stupid to do that...and another of u! u are veery kind and nice person
i more dun dare to hurt u..i asked u stop to put any hoping on me..serious....
sory guys...hope u guy understand about me...i realy did feel tired...
tomorow exam again....no mood..breathless....end....sleep